Kymbree's TIRED......

So, I took the girls down to bowling last thursday. Aaron has league (I know NERDY) so we went down to eat dinner, and watch him for a little bit. Well we got home kinda late,it was bed time, and so tryen to get the kids off to bed, & playen on the computer while Kymbree laid down on my bed. Well she got up and told me she was going to go lie down with her sisters, so I was like..OK....

Well a half hour or so later in comes Derian to tell my something, and I said, "Gosh, did Kymee go to sleep" She said...NOPE, she isn't in there.....WHAT, I said.... then where is she?

We went to looken all thru the house, yellen, KYMEE...no answer, I looked in corner, under beds, in the bathroom, outside, I was freaken out. I headed back to my room to grab my phone to call Aaron, cause I was really nervous and when I walked back in this is what I found. LOL

The laundry basket was blocking my view of her from the computer, and when I walked out of the room I didn't see her at all....but when I walked back in I found her layen up against the wall, layen on the heater vent, her favorite place to be.....fast asleep! Isn't she cute? Needless to say, I was laughen hysterically, and had to snap a picture.

Because I CAN!

Oh my goodness, I'm so proud of dam self today! I have wanted to share pics on my blog and facebook now for so long, and have been so sad that I can't share them. Well today I was determined to figure it out, and I spent a good part of the day doing so, but I figured it out! I can't upload them onto my computer, it won't let me, it crashes, so I put them all on a CD, and did it that way....who cares really, how it is done, I'm just glad its done!
So, here's some pics you all have missed out on.....now that I've figured it out, b prepared for me to show my babies off.
oh, and just thought sense I'm blogging I'd tell ya what we did today. Today was the kids incentive program at school. They got to do a "snow day" Ashlynn got to do ice sculptures and Derian got to go sledding. I went and visited both of them, and took the babies along. Derian wanted to take kymee k down one of the hills on the sled, I was reluctant, but I let her in the end.....scared the hell outta me. STEEP hills....ice, and a sled, don't go well with me. There have been so many accidents related to this sport. BUT....you gotta live....so they went, and they had a blast.
Anyhow other then that, I have been cleaning today, and laundry and grocery shopping. I havent sat down most the day. ooooo WAIT, thats a complete lie....because I did sit and figure out how to upload pics but that took a hr here and a hour there, NOT consecutive hours. lol

K, well I'm out, and enjoy a few of the pics

Just odds & ends of the last few wks.

I havent' been blogging because I havent' had a whole lot going on. Nothing exciting, life changing, or inspiring so I decided that I'd just clue you all in on what we've been up to the last few weeks. Grab some popcorn, a pepsi, & enjoy the story...cuz it always tends to be with me, lol.

So last I posted we had almost brushed against death....well not really but we almost got ourselves into a nice wreck. We havent' had any of that, thank goodness. Derian started wearing make up, here and there for JUST for play, well she went over to a friends house this past weekend & I turned around to say good bye to her only to see a pound of make up on her face. I said HELL NO....she got mad at me for making her take it off. I said "sweety, there's a difference in wearing some lip gloss, & wearing make up like your 18" Later that night, her father had a bedroom talk with her about this boy, Johnny and her obsession w/him & the make up. He put an end to the make up all together. For the first time, I seen an attitude in Derian. Please tell me that this isn't starting all ready! She's a great kid, doesn't cause a lick of trouble, and doesn't want any trouble......but she can catch an attitude that I did see. She listens though, & she does have a shoulder on her head still so we're safe for now.

The girls and I had a "girls day" saturday while daddy was at work for awhile. My two oldest told me the other night that we hadn't had a girls day in a long time. We used to do it alot, and we haven't in so long. I used to take them out for the day, we'd go to lunch, and go shopping even if it was window shopping, but sense the babies have come along that hasn't happened and it made me feel bad. So, we did it, and it was great. It was a little different taking 4 of them rather then just the 2 of them but we still did it. We dropped dad off at work, and we went to the mall. Ashlynn and I got our haircut which was interesting to say the least, w/Kymbree and A'jaye running around the salon, but we made it. All the old ladies were sure looking at me, like I was the worst mother out there, but I didn't much care. Motherhood has come ALONG ways sense their day, right? Ashlynn got her hair cut SHORT, another short A-line cut, looks darling on her. I also decided to go drastic, not quite as short, but did a longer A-line, cut my hair to my shoulders. I hated it when I got home, but then played w/it, and did it my way and now I don't mind it. It's short though, above my shoulders. We decided after that adventure to go get some lunch. I used to take the two girls to Olive Garden, or a nice place, but we settled on Mcdonalds, lol. They didn't care, they just wanted time w/mom so thats what they got. We had to drag Kymbree outta there after a hour kicking and screaming cuz she wanted to play but we did it between Der, Ash & I.
We then called it a day, cuz we were all worn out. WE had a great time together though. I realized that I don't give my girls near enough "qualitity time" which is all they really want and need. We're going to make it a point to do that more often. Seems I spend most my time just tryen to get thru each day, instead of tryen each day to make the days count for my girls.

Later that night we were all sitting on the bed, hangen out and with my girls all around me we got to feel the baby move. This was like the BEST moment for me as a mother. Here I had all my girls around me, my belly poking out & exposed & all their little hands on my pregnant stomach getting all giddy cuz they could feel baby moving. It touched me in a way that nothing ever has. Ashlynn looked up at me and said, "mom why are you crying" ....I just told her..."its a mommy thing"

The wkend gets over as quickly as it starts sometimes, but we enjoyed. Aaron and I have decided that we aren't going to spend each night in our room watching TV while the kids are alone in the living room. So, once a week, whatever night works, we will have a family night. The girls decided they wanted to spend it practicing ROCKBAND so thats what we do, & we have a great time playing w/them. Its a nice change. I guess sometimes, you just get so tired at night that you forget that you need to spend time together as a family.

Dad, Derian & Kymee went down monday night and got hair cuts. This has always been Kymee and Dads thing to do every now and then. Derian just went along too this time. They got home a hour or so later, and Derian walked in w/her bangs chopped off. I turned around to look at her and all I seen was Chelsee staring back at me. Aaron has said for awhile that she looks like her Aunt, I seen it too, but not as much as I do now! So, we all have new haircuts and feel like new ppl now. Sorta fun! A'jaye is the only one that didn't get a new look...she's still MOHALK baby.


So there's whats been going on in our lives the past little while. Nothing to exciting or inspiring. Just everyday life w/our little girls!
Oh, P.S......you'll all b happy to know that I have figured out a way to include pics in my posts. It involves waiting for walmart to make me a CD, but I can do it now, so I will b including some pics w/our posts...YAY!

Do you always trust your intuitions??? YOU SHOULD!

I've decided that I am ALWAYS going to trust my inner voice. There have been times in my life that I haven't listened to the inner voice & I've always regretted it even if it was a simple small issue. There's times that we brush off that voice within and justify it as just our craziness, or our own crazy anxiety talking to us, but how many times have you brushed it off and then regretted it afterwards and told yourself NEVER EVER will I brush off that voice with in even for something small, and then we do it anyhow? I am guilty!
Yesterday I was taught a valuable lesson about that inner voice. I really do try to pay attention when it's so strong you can't ignore the feeling but I did contemplate not listening thinking I'd be better off, but I'm glad I didn't. I drove Aaron to work yesterday morning & as you all have heard on the news, I'm sure, Utah County has been effected horribly by the inversion and the fog each morning and night has been just horrible. Yesterday was no exception it was the worst I've seen it. We got to his work fine, but took it extremely slow. You could only see maybe a quarter mile ahead of you and its just freaky cuz you feel like your in this box and its sorta claustrophobic. I dropped him off about 8:15 and then decided to stop at 7-11 & grab a slurpee because I'm pregnant and enjoy a frozen drink when I can get it. Then, I buckled A'jaye back up tight and I buckled up which I NEVER hardly do (I know NUTS) and I started messing with my phone getting back to a friend that had texted me the night before and just sat there for more then 10min or so taking my time as if I had nothing else to do but for some reason I was not in a hurry, now I know that was also a blessing.
We got on the freeway, A'jaye and I (the other girls were left at home w/Derian babysitting) & began for home. The fog was still really bad and it almost seemed worse then when I came over. You couldn't see the other side of the freeway, and if cars didn't have their lights on you couldn't see them until you got right up on them, which just scared me. I was going about 50mph, or less, but cars were passing me right and left I couldn't believe it. We kept on down the freeway & made our way to Spanish Fork, then to the Benjamin exit. Just right after that exit about 1/2 mile or so out of the corner of my eye I see all these men running towards me with flares in their hands, they just kept coming one by one. I was in the fast lane, why I don't know (another blessing) & all of a sudden I had to slam on my breaks QUICK. Two things were going for me, I wasn't going that fast, I had seen the men and started slowing down, & I was in the fast lane. Right in front of me, literally, RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME was a HUGE wreck involving 2 diesels and about 3-4 cars I couldn't tell. I was 2nd car on the scene after it happened that wasn't involved. It had JUST HAPPENED minutes before. Two diesels some how collided. I looked over at the red diesel in the slow lane and the whole driver side was completely smashed in the other diesel involved was width wise on the freeway had I not seen the men, I would've smashed into the truck in front of me then that diesel. There were several (3-4) cars in between the diesels that had also been involved.
Traffic obviously was at a stand still, no one could get by this the complete freeway was blocked off by the diesels and cars piled up between them. I was in the fast lane, THANK goodness so after sitting there a few minute (5min). The truck in front of me went down into the barrow pit & went around the diesel that was blocking both lanes. I sat there another 30sec or so and had this STRONG overwhelming sense to follow him. I hesitated because I didn't know if I could legally do that, you know how you question if its the right thing to do or not? No one was hurt, that I could see, and I had asked the girl standing right outside her car if she needed any help or needed to use my phone or not, and she said she was ok. The feeling just kept stronger in my mind and almost got louder. I kept hearing all these break screeching noises & when one got really loud I went down into the barrow pit and back up on the freeway. I just felt like if I stayed there I was going to be in a mess. I looked in my rear view mirror and could see the damage that was behind me and just was sorta shook up thinking to myself had I not stopped and got a drink I would've been either involved or something......you can't help but think that. Then you start thinking, how unknowingly you do something out of your normal routine, why? I got home to my girls awake and eating breakfast, and went on with my day as if nothing had happened and I didn't think about it beyond then.
Later that night, I sat down after not sitting all day long & watched the 5:00 news on Channel 2 & they started talking about the fog in Utah County and the huge pile up wreck between Spanish Fork and Payson. I listened of course because I was there, and it showed the diesels, and the car that was owned by the girl that I talked to, and then it showed the car that was behind me it was SMASHED UP pretty good. The reporter went on to say that two diesels had collided and other cars smashed into each other trying to avoid the diesel wreck, which was the 3-4 other cars that I seen were involved. Then he mentioned that after the first initial wreck several other pile ups occurred due to cars going to fast and not seeing because of the fog and wrecking into the already mess of cars . When I seen the car behind me wrecked and seen how badly it was smashed up I just sat there in shock knowing that had I stayed there, had I not listened to that still small voice (that was actually sorta loud in my head, nothing still or small about that), had I fought against what I felt I would've been hit as well, and who knows how badly, maybe not badly at all, but you never know. I felt bad that the guy behind me didn't follow us and maybe what we did wasn't right, but I could just say that God told me to do it, right? He did tell me right or wrong he did prompt me to follow the truck before me and so I did with hesitation but I am glad I got out of there and without being hit. They closed the freeway down for 4 HOURS.
Anyhow, that was a long story but with me everything is a long story, you all know this about me, you should be used to it by now, right?
So, moral of the story is........ LISTEN to the not so still, LOUD voice when its there, don't ignore it even if you think that it's not a big deal because it could be a big deal if you don't listen to it. Like I mentioned earlier, there hasn't been a time that I didn't regret it when I didn't listen to that voice. Its' important & God has given us this blessing to protect & guide us throughout our lives & its up to us to either use it or ignore it. I don't always do the right things in my life, & I'm far from perfect. I don't always live my life religiously, going to church or studying the scriptures, BUT I have ALWAYS believed in God, prayed daily, & I've always payed close attention to my feelings, sometimes known as the still small voice. We all have intuitions & we should never take that gift God gave us all for granted, I know I defiantly won't after this experience especially.

Aaron is faced with the BOY ISSUE! (he thought this day would never come)

YAY! The weekend is upon us, and its a long weekend with Monday being a holiday. The girls are out of school today for teacher development day & Monday also for MLK day. I don't mind my older girls being home with me at all its actually a relief to me. They help so much with the baby's and that free's me up to do some things I can't do otherwise. I also enjoy their company. Derian is getting to be so much fun, and quite the little chatty kathy.
I had their parent/teacher meetings last night and of course they are both doing so well. I'm especially proud of Ashlynn she has come WAY up on her reading level and spelling. We only have a few things to work on with her & she'll be right where she needs to be. Derian, of course, is doing SUPER. Her teacher didn't have enough room to write all the good things. I'm so proud of both my girls. They've both come so far, and are both doing so well. I'm impressed with how smart they are. I only wish that for Derian, she wouldn't be so afraid to speak her mind sometimes, and wish for Ashlynn that she wouldn't be SO hard on herself or compare herself ALL the time to her older sister. She's always in her sister's shadow and I wish she'd break away from that and be her own person. We are working on that and I guess its just a normal thing for sister's to do especially being so close in age. I just hope it doesn't continue their WHOLE life.
Ashlynn is a good enough person on her own she doesn't need her sister to help her with that.

OH BOY, our house will be INTERESTING come 3-4yrs thats all I can say. With Derian entering teenage years, and Ashlynn quickly to follow, and then A'jaye and Kymbree tagging behind. AHHHHHH!
Derian has been talking about this boy at school that she and her friends like. He's a 5th grader so older then she is by a few years. I'm super glad that she can talk to me about it without being funny. She used to be so funny about boys and would cry if we teased her, remember that? lol. Well she isn't so shy anymore about it and its sorta cute, but she was talking to her dad and I on the bed last night just being chatty kathy. Aaron and I were listening and of course I knew some of the stuff already but Aaron hadn't. Aaron was sorta watching TV and half listening like men do, and then she mentioned this boy and he still was half listening, and then she said "Oh, and he's a 5th grader" and Aaron stopped dead in his tracks, turned to her and said "OH HELL NO" I was laughing so hard....the look on his face was priceless. She just giggled and continued with her story of him. She showed a picture of him, and then he said...."OH HELL HELL NO, he's a skater dude" He was NOT impressed. She left the room after a minute and I looked at him and said....You better get used to this! He said...I already hate having daughters! Then she comes back in the room and he starts in on a 5 hour daddy/daughter session on how she doesn't need any boy, and how no one is good enough for her, and how boys are evil and are no good, & on and on and on. I thought it was so cute that he was genuinely worried about this situation and after I told him that its just a 3rd grade crush, and she hadn't even talked to the kid. SO FUNNY!
He went to bed that night and said..."I can't take all these girls, it'll give me a heart attack to sit and worry about every boy out there" then he looked at me and said...."you have NO idea how bad I despise them little bastards, I know what they are thinking" and I was like..."OH COME ON,we aren't to that "point" yet she has a crush, she isn't going out with him she hasn't even stood by him" and he said..."GOOD we'll keep it that way"
I just had to chuckle..... poor guy is going to give himself a heart attack over a simple elementary crush, what will he do when the real dating happens.
Someone please pray for my husband, I think he needs help coping with so many daughters! I guess I just really don't understand what he's going thru, but I'm a girl, and I DONT know what goes thru male minds, to be honest I DONT WANT TO KNOW! hahaha

It's like I told Aaorn, WELL....you can't worry about all them boys, you just have to worry about your daughters. Love them, be there for them, build them up and they'll do just fine on their own with the boys. He gave Derian this huge lecture on how she in NO WAY, SHAPE or FORM should find a boy like her dad. After she left I looked at him and said....The best thing she could do is to find a boy like you! I meant that too! I reminded him how respectful he was to me always & to my family. He didn't always want to have the basement talks with my dad, but he did & respected every word spoke to him. All I can hope is that my girls DO find a man like their dad, just like I found a guy like my dad. No one is perfect, and everyone has their issues, which is all most people see in themselves, but the person inside is whats important and I'd say that I did pretty dam good with that. I hope my girls can too! We're all a little early for any of those worries. I just found this story to be funny, and wanted to share. we havent' even BEGUN the boy business, thank goodness I don't think that my dear husband is ready for that stage in his daughters lives.

Until next time.......

POP goes the belly!

Well, as you all are aware we are expecting for the 5th, and I might add, THE FINAL time. I am now 18weeks & have been wondering just when my stomach will go POP, however I am not wondering anymore it finally made its debut. I wish I could share a photo with you all but I can't.
I can't believe it went from barely nothing to BAM, you defiantly know there's a baby in there. I was enjoying my flat tummy though and sense I'd lost so much weight the past month I actually had reached my weight goal and then some, but that didn't prove to be such a proud accomplishment when your expecting and needing to gain some weight not loose it in huge amounts. I had lost even more sense my last dr appt which he won't be giving me high fives over either. BUT, I have started to gain back the weight so maybe he won't be to hard on me.
I've struggled more this pregnancy then I ever have with appetite. I just don't have one at all. I don't really get hungry, and when I am NOTHING sounds good at all. Most thoughts of food make me want to vomit. I can't, in any way, eat any greasy foods. If the food has been cooked in any grease it makes me sick. I tried last night for the first time in a long time to eat fast food, and I was hungry as I've ever been and caught a smell of the fries YACK! I lost my appetite right there and ate like a bite of my sandwich. Aaron came over to me, grabbed my sandwich, took out the grilled chicken and handed the chicken to me and said EAT IT! He's been after me to feed his baby, lol.
About the only thing I do enjoy eating, and actually crave it most days is STEAK, and not just any steak, it has to be a good, expensive cut of beef. Thank goodness we have most our steaks left from our cow we got last year. I've been cooking them like crazy. We have steak almost every night. No one is complaining. For my birthday I made "Bree's fav's" (for everyone's bday I make them their favorite meal, no matter what it is, so I had to do it for myself too, lol) it consisted of marinated beef tenderloins (YUM, to die for) my mother in law, Susans tossed green salad (SO GOOD, thanks for the recipe) & of course we can't forget our beloved STUFFED MUSHROOMS! I'm salivating right now just thinking about them. I made 2 cookie sheets of stuffed mushrooms and I ate them all, I even caught myself hiding the left over ones so I could eat them the next day all to myself, and then even worse (like a little kids would) I secretly warmed them up the next day and went and hid in the bathroom & ate like 6 of them by myself. haha! Sorry kids!
I always have the ingredients on hand to make them you never know when the craving will come on.

So, anyhow..... my belly has POPPED out, even if I was still in denial over this pregnancy it would have to be dealt with at this point because this baby is very active and making himself/herself known. Not only am I showing obviously now, this baby is very active, probably moreso then any other baby I've carried. Baby Poulson starts early too, kicking and turning and flipping around at 6a.m. Baby doesn't stop during the day either, and then keeps going as soon as I lie down for bed and relax. Every time I feel baby move it moves me emotionally. I'm highly emotional this time anyhow (making my husband crazy cuz I'm not really a cryer) so feeling baby move around is really touching to me. I guess I just didn't really want another and the way it all came about is just proof to me that this baby is meant to be with us for whatever reason it wouldn't let us forget about its spirit. I had to go get Aaron from work and last night as I was driving into Provo on 500 west I drove past the hospital and I looked all the way up to the top level where the delivery rooms are, and the room I delivered A'jaye in was being used. The light was on and you could see activity going on in side. An instant fear, and flashback came over me of A'jaye's birth and how hard it was on me and her. I just got upset and anxious inside I won't lie to anyone the thought of delivering this baby scares the hell right out of me. We had a VERY hard delivery with A'jaye it was scary, it was stressful, it was hard, long, and traumatized me and Aaron both....but just as quickly as the thoughts and fear came into my mind they just as quickly were taken out and replaced with a calming feeling that things would be fine. So, I guess I have to trust those instincts and feelings and hope that they are real. I know that this baby is meant for our family and is already very much apart of it. I already love this baby so much and can't wait to meet him/her. We have no names yet, so those that have asked DONT KNOW....NO CLUE, NO IDEAS.... and we have defiantly decided NOT to find out what it is. We have our Ultrasound in a few weeks, but we aren't finding out. We think it may be better for us, and maybe funner. We just feel like finding out is a bad idea. I'll be 100% honest, if its a girl and we find out this early, we WILL go thru the remainder of the pregnancy disappointed, we love this baby EITHER WAY, but the honest facts are we will be somewhat heart broken, and neither of us want to feel that way, or go thru the remainder of our pregnancy feeling that way so just finding out when baby arrives will be better because no matter what it is, when its in your arms you don't give a dam what it is, boy or girl your just happy its with you, in your arms and healthy and safe.
So, NO we aren't finding out this time, it will be a surprise either way, and a surprise that we will love no matter what the sex. I just wish these dreams of twins would leave my night time dreams!!!!!
Thats all for now!

Yep, we're still alive, and still blogging

Well...my goodness, Christmas came and went, and 2008 did too! Our Christmas was GREAT! One of the best Christmas's we've had in a while. We went down home the wkend before Christmas and had Christmas parties with Aaron's families with his mom Saturday morning, and then his dad that evening. It was great to see everyone and spend time as a family. We also exchanged gifts with my parents as well but I knew I'd be seeing them during Christmas break.
We left for Durango, CO on tuesday night the 23rd. IT was probably 5pm by the time we got out of town, and it was a slow trip all the way thru Utah, then it got faster. We reached our destiantion at 12:30a.m. Aaron and the boys...(his dad and step brother) stayed up till like 3am playing the WII and catching up. The kids and I went to bed. Christmas Eve was spent as a family doing family stuff, we had a wonderful prime rib dinner and then headed into Durango for the Polar Express with the kids. MY GOSH, it was so much fun for them. So believable and so fun. It was worth it, every bit of it. Santa came and went and Christmas was spent with family all around us. Aaron enjoyed his dad, step mom and step brother as did I. I just love Aaron's dad he is the most loving guy ever and his step mom is fun, and loveable too. His step brother Daniel, I hate to use the term "step brother" cuz this guy is like his blood brother, they are really close for as short of time they have been in each other's lives. We love Daniel, and the girls love him as their fav uncle ever!
Thanks Dad and Susan for a great Christmas it was fabulous! We also got the chance on fri to jet over to Farmington, from Aaron's dads place its only 45min in good weather...course it took me close to 1.5hours but it was snowing. We hung out with the Wheelers for a little while but quickly had to get back, we stayed long enough to give everyone the stomach flu. A'jaye had come down with it half way to Farmington so we drove back to Durango to care for her. We got back home sunday evening and I, and Ashlynn and Kym had all come down with the flu by then. Aaron the next day stayed home from work even, due to having it. So, not a good way to end our trip but it was ALL worth it.
Our New Years Eve was different then most, we usually spend it with a butt load of our friends, partying it up with lots of food, and games and.....yes, drinking (not me, usually I'm the DD.... ) but this year as well as last we didn't do either one of those. We spent this year at home and partied with our older two girls, the younger two gave out. We played Rockband with each other and a few of Aaron's buds that I have taken on as "second husbands" I just love these guys....they stayed for a little while and played Rockband with us, we played in the New year but I had to turn it off just before to watch the ball drop...the kids thought that was cool, and then they ran outside as cold as it was and did firecrackers, and banged pots and pans yelling HAPPY NEW YEAR...to all the old folks already in bed for the night, but hey......we were awake we thought they should be too!
We had a first dr's appt sense I last posted too... heard my babies heartbeat, got measured, you know all the normal stuff. I've lost quite a bit of weight in the last few wks, even more sense going to the dr. I just don't seem to have an appetite, like NONE at all. The thought of food makes me sick, and I just dont get hungry. The dr told me if I don't gain any weight we may have to do "other" measures....mmmm, better get to eating. He told me to up my protein if anything. Its been hard for me.....my clothes aren't getting tight, their getting loose! I'm in pants I havent been in months and months......I mean hek, I love the fact that I am loosing weight but dang its not a good time for that!
I think my appetite is coming back however, Aaron took me to my favorite Japanese steak house saturday for dinner (early bday) and i PIGGED OUT! I was starving. I never am able to eat all my food there and I ATE IT ALL, and some of his too. He was like...."Dam, baby, you making up for lost food?" haha....then I came home and ate, a frozen pepsi, some chex mix, swedish fish, and chips. Yea, I think its coming back a little. Now, I just need to watch that I eat the right things and stay on top of the weight gain....instead of weight loss.
We're getting our U/S done next appt, I'm moving right along at 17wks now...YIKES! We're still torn as to whether we'll find out what it is. I keep having dreams that there are two!!!!!!!!!!! WHAT, it is a nightmare! one is always a boy, but the other NO clue...what it is, I can never see its face. maybe its cuz its just my fear, and its not really so everyone keeps telling me I'll get two...course I cringe at the sound of one right now still.
NAH, jk, I am getting excited, I felt the baby move the other day and sobbed all night. Aaron was like...MY GOSH hormones! Its always touching when you feel your baby move the first time, makes it real I guess.
Anyhow....we are all still alive, and kicking. Kids are well, Aaron's work is picking up (all the snow=wrecks) and life is getting easier with Kym and A'jaye. They are learning to play so cute together, but Kymee is teaching her BAD BAD things.....lol. They have so much fun terrorizing this house and me all day but I love it.
Tomorrow is another day......another week started. We'll see what it brings~